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Diabetes patients learn something special from each other
Peer-mentoring in Jersey City
Diabetes bloggers at last year's Roche summit
I've just returned from Scottsdale, Arizona. It was a lovely trip. I was attending the annual meeting of the peer-mentor group I belong to. About 80 of us mentors and staff gathered under sunny skies to learn and bond.
The programs we deliver as mentors provide some information and education but largely provide inspiration to fellow patients through our own personal stories of struggle and success.
Patients learning from patients is a very different kind of education than patients learning from medical professionals. And it's happening more and more.
Patients go online, follow diabetes bloggers and volley what they know back and forth. Patients learning from patients is about a shared bond and experiences.
This led me to reflect on an early presentation I gave in Buffalo, New York. It was the first time I was double billed with a diabetes educator. Her talk preceded mine, so I leaned back and listened. What I heard was forty-five minutes of numbers: A1Cs, blood pressures, weight and weight control, exercise, portion control, and carb-counting.
While this is all important information, I also heard what she left out. That these goals are not easy. That we have to find a way to fit it all into our day. That a small step in the right direction is to be applauded. That we should pat ourselves on the back for every good effort.
The purpose of my talk I quickly saw would be to say what she did not. To talk about how we hold diabetes in our lives and if necessary how holding it differently can help. Taking the stage I shared my own shock and fear upon diagnosis, my subsequent denial, and my early complications from that denial. The room quieted. I was they saw like them. I see the same landscape they see. I tramp through the same darkness trying to figure out half the time what's going on. I look for solace when diabetes rains down upon me or drains me out.
“When you’re so busy testing your blood sugar every day,” I said to my audience, “reading labels, counting carbs, and calculating everything, do you stop to think why you’re doing all this work? Isn’t it to see the grandkids grow up, start that second career, create the best vegetable garden in town, contribute something to the world, or have another million days with your spouse?”
Heads nodded and people leaned forward. They turned from silent witnesses into curious involved participants. Someone had brought humanity back into the room. Someone had understood and acknowledged this piece of living with diabetes where their heart resides, along with their struggle.
My predecessor, warm and personable though she was, didn’t have diabetes. That put her not just on the other side of the projector, but on the other side of our experience, where so many healthcare providers sit.
We patients, however, are the experts of our diabetes and we are in the daily business of chronic illness. We have life adjustments to make, and since we have precious little help to make them, we are reaching out to each other.
So here are my recommendations for a better tomorrow:
• Learn all you can
• Appreciate what you hold dear
• Pace your efforts
• Forgive your mistakes
• Keep the vision of your ‘best life’ ever-present
• Spend more time doing what you love. While we’re living with diabetes let’s
not short-change the “living” part.
• Consider yourself "more than" not "less than." We're all doing a second
job.
After the program people crowded around to thank me, and they were smiling. Well, if anyone can leave a diabetes meeting with a smile then I figure I've done something right.
Smaller size vial of Humalog for hospitals and possibly patients
Humalog rapid-acting insulin
In January Eli Lilly, maker of Humalog rapid-acting insulin, began supplying hospitals with a smaller size vial- 3 ml instead of 5 ml.
I got a flier about it because I'm a member of the Association of Diabetes Educators. My curiosity was peaked to know if there's now a smaller size available for patients?
In truth, I don't use Humalog anymore. I switched to Apidra about a year ago. I find Apidra works a little faster for me and this means I can also use a little less. Of course, since I eat a low-carb diet, I don't use much mealtime insulin anyway. I use about three units to cover my morning oatmeal (my big carb meal) and then about 1 unit for lunch and 1 for dinner. My carbs in those meals being vegetables and beans.
This means at the end of every month, when I have to start a new bottle of rapid-acting insulin, I have to throw the one I've been using away - and it's still 4/5 full.
So I called Lilly and asked if a patient could buy the smaller size vial. I was told a patient could ask their pharmacist to check with his or her supplier whether they could get it.
Not a wholly satisfying answer, but if you, like me, use very little mealtime insulin, and you use Humalog, you may want to check if you can get less.
A short hiatus, but still on The Huffington Post
My new companion - my wrist brace
I seem to recall in my twenties either a psychic or my Aunt, (whom my mother always called the "witch") not because she had a bad temperament, but for her psychic abilities, told me my mid-fifties would be fraught with an assault of health problems. Not necessarily diabetes-related, not alarming, but a noying.
At 56, having just returned from a sports orthopedist with my hand in this very lovely, restrictive brace, I tend to think that was a correct diagnosis. The hand brace is not due to some fabulous sp orts inju ry, that would at least recognize m y athleticism, but tendonitis.
Some months ago I was in a boot cast fro 12 weeks because of a fall and straining my ankle. That was diagnosed as anke tendonopathy. When i look inm y closet I notice a wardrbe of braces.
All to sa y, I may not be posting as freqnetly as usualllllllllll for as you've probably noticed t yping in this thing doesn't work very well. Sorry, I got too tired to correct all themistares after the first pa ragrph. My blood sugar testing andinjecting will also prove a bit more challenging I suspect.
I will continue to post, however, on The Huffington Post, well, a girl's gotta see her name somewhere. You can still follow those articles here.
Kitchen Table Wisdom
Physicians learning to be human
I've just finished a book of stories I learned so much from. Particularly how medical training wipes the humanity out of our health care providers. You may not be surprised, except for how strategic and intentional it is.
Kitchen Table Wisdom by Rachel Naomi Remen is full of small stories that include her own experiences as a physician for more than 30 years and observations of fellow physicians, and, as a patient suffering with Crohn's disease since her teenage years.
Her stories illustrate how most medical training depletes physicians of their humanity by actually outlawing any show of emotion or authentic aspect of themselves. Physicians are judged weak to by these standards and strong if they share nothing but their medical expertise; no heart, no humanity. Her stories also reflect the courage and grace as patients find their courage to live, and often die, with illness.
You cannot come away from these stories without having a new understanding of our medical system. And the healing power of being with patients in a sacred space that does not judge, but allows frailties to just be. You will better understand why most doctors treat us like interchangeable parts and how far we have to go till this changes. Especially treating chronic illness.
Today, though, maybe there is a movement afoot. I just read Amy's post over on DiabetesMine about a new ideal for treating the whole patient with a dedicated team. Perhaps it is happening, somewhere. Perhaps it will happen, someday.
In the meantime, pick up a copy of Kitchen Table Wisdom. Your soul will thank you.